Private

Making entries friends only was a bit of foresight on my part. Although the comments were appreciated, they were just not what I expected, so I’m just gonna keep those kind of entries private so that I won’t have to answer these comments. Hahaha, kind of funny how a LiveJournal is supposed to be a place where you put your innermost thoughts, and here I am, doing exactly the opposite, and keeping the deepest secrets of myself private. I was very vague about that last “private” entry I made (don’t bother looking for it, it’s private now). Maybe I’m shy or more introverted than I thought? Hahahaha. When friends/co-workers are spewing their problems to me and stuff, I’m suppressing them. I guess a part of me wants those problems to be my own business. I don’t even know if I can publicly express myself the way I used to anymore. When I was with Shari, I was very expressive about my feelings and I didn’t care who knew or saw it. When I was with Priss-chan, that was really toned down. I was more like the guy who hung out with her and maybe kissed her when we parted ways (we’re still the same, except without the kissing ^_^). Who knows what I’ll be like with the next girlfriend? If there’s even one! The thing is, I suddenly realized that I no longer look at girls the same way as I did before. I look with… restraint? Anyway, there was this one hot chick in RS and Dennis mentioned about how hot she was and other not-so-complimenting things about her. I had to agree, she was easy on the eyes, but she wasn’t my type. Dennis was wondering if I even HAD a type… hmm. Cooks and cleans? Japanese or Chinese? Hahahaha. I figure the best person to spend the rest of your life with would have to be somebody who can satisfy the other love in your life – your stomach.

And suddenly, I realize how much Ian loves both Alanna AND her cooking… XD